Faster Faster

I get so mad at myself. Because as much as I want to lose weight and I want to return to a normal weight, where I feel comfortable in my skin, I'm still being selfish. I refuse to say no. I need to learn to say no, to others and myself and say it consistently, over and over again.

I want to run so badly. The weather is not great right now. We were told we would get 6 inches of snow, but it's just cold rain. It looks like I'm going to have to run on the treadmill, in the cold basement. I need to do something though.

I get married next month. :-)